here i am, home from school today. i feel really weird. i though i'd write i here because i know no one reads this. so i can make no sense whatsoever. i like that feeling. and i don't even have to capitalize my letters. although most of the time i only do that for personal gratification. so, on xanga i'm trying to make it to 700 views. right now i have 519 views. i think that i can deffinately get there, although theres nothing i can do to help it. it's all relying on the fans, if i even have any. i'm pretty sure i do though. atleast once a day i have someone mention or ask about something that i blogged. that always boosts my self-esteem even if i don't show it. thats more personal gratification. april 37th i'm going to a greenday concert with logan. thats going to be awesome, although i don't really like green day i think when i leave there i'll deffinately be a fan. and april 17th is a something corporate concert i desperately want tickets to. but none of my friends can go. i really want to go with justin, but i can't get ahold of him. ok.. i only called once and i didn't even leave a message. i hate answering machines with passion. so lately i've been very into blogging. i do it all the time.usually 2 or more times a day. i seriously can't control myself and i really really love doing it so why would i want to control myself. two thumbs way up for personal gratification
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