I'm very confused today. I'm confused about Justin and Nate. I like them both. They are both attractive. nate's probably hotter but Justin has a hotter voice. Who knows. I really really don't want to have to pick one. i like them both. i don't even know if i want a boyfriend or anything. its all very hard stuff. Man.. i called Justin tonight. we talked for like 5 minutes. He felt sick. i feel bad. I wish i could drive. if i could i would drive to his house and bring him soup. It seems that i want to be in love and to have a dumb high school relationship all at once. The Problem is i don't know what I want to begin with. Theres very few things I know in life. I do know that i have a few Very best friends that i trust with all my heart. I trust Ali 100% and Logan 100% thats about it. I would like to be able to trust Kristen that much. I like Kristen alot!!! I do know that i really like this song i'm listening too ha ha. Its called " Okay I believe you but my tommy gun don't" Its by Brand New. Great Song! wow justin and nate are sooo great!! I really wish i could have talked to nate tonight. i picked up the phone so many times but i couldn't do it. who knows why.
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