Wow Yesterday was ok.. in school i was thinking about Justin all day! I seriously could not get him off my mind, i caught myself doodling his name a bunch of times... am i obsessed? I sure hope not that would be a serious turn off to him i think it would be a turn off to me if a guy was obsessed with me. any ways.. i got home after school and made a snack etc.. it got to be around 5 and my mom wasn't home from work yet so i couldn't go to practice. So i called justin. we had an OK conversation. He complemented me yet again. i'm paranoid that he just wants sexual stuff from me though. i don't see how he could think that he would get it from me though. i'm seriously not a slut at all. HA HA. He told me he was gonna skip school today and here i am skipping i want to talk to him but i HAVE to hold back. i need to wait for him to call me this time. Seriously! well nate called me last night to comfort me that was kick ass he's such an awesome friend. hopefully he'll get on soon since he's a lucky homeschooled mofo! i guess i'm just so worried that justin is hardly into me at all. if he calls me tonight then i'll know that he deffinately is. if he calls tomorrow he's deffinately interested and if he calls thursday he wants sexual stuff. thats what i'm thinking anyways! Well if things with justin don't work out i always have nate! if vicki doesn't mind that is. Anyways.. your probably wondering about the list! i wrote a list of stuff that i either need to tell justin or ask him. just so i don't forget to ask. these are important things.
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